marshmellow

imagine your in a campfire with your buddies..sitting in a circle around the fire..... marshmallows.. they're sweet.... sugar roasted on a stick.. theyre delicious....u lick your lips to get it all .. its a quick treat.. a moment of yum.
just like when you hear song you love, read something that make you go awww, laughing with friends, going down waterslide, snuggling with your cat,having your doggy get excited when you get home...finding an outfit that you like,wining a game, a cute guy,having things go your way ..having a moment of bliss... life's little peaks ..
but is this really all there is?
these things are great, they give life a little umphff ..a little excitement ..they are marshmellows..one moment you have them .you enjoy them ...but then they're gone...
can i want more than marshmellows? am i too serious?, too deep?.. yes i love these moments.. but can there be more? if I Admit this will anyone understand?too much? there is a possibility that i might be left alone on the campfire ..
wether we know it or not ..we all have a longing for something greater..but sometimes we choose to ignore it..and wait for the next thrill.. the next marshmellow ..until the bag runs out..all along feeling shallow ..truth is we all have some sort of depth.. even if we choose not to see it .. inside us we want something that will last .. not for a moment..not for a second.. fluffiness is okay in the begining..until it fades..then you want more..
i used to live for marshmellows.. and i sometimes i still do..but i when i do .. it feels like a giant part of me is unfulfilled.. because i was meant for so much more.. we all are
there is more.. there is so much more besides myself,.. there is so much more beyond just a momentary thrill ..we just need to open our eyes..