sooo . if crappy could be put in a dictionary ...today would be in it ..( now that i think about it crappy could be put in a dictionary...whatever) i have had a day from hell, full of stress, and thoughts about my future, and thoughts about next year.. which would be of me as a senior.. and then..out ouf school, iwould definitely not miss the whole school thing actually.. i dont really enjoy being bombarded with projects and stupid assignments every day.. but i know i will miss the school, the teachers( some of them) and of course my friends...
i know i should live today .. today , and wait till tomorrow comes to worry about it, ( that is what i usually do.. sometimes it works and well sometimes it just creates trouble) right now.. yes now . i should be doing my algebra.. and my history homework.. but no .. im doing this instead.. this is therapeutic to me .. and i have had the worst day ever.. i dont really know.. how .. the truth is that its not like its the end of world..

sooo.. its the saturday, before easter .. i soo happy , no school , i get to relax, guitar hero , reading . tons of movie and a roadtrip here and there, probably the beach... yeah. i love easter.. here we call it semana santa. and EVERYONE travels ...my family doesnt like to travel though .. they say its dangerous and dont eanto leave the house alon . there fore we go to the beach and come back the same day , it kind of sucks..but hey its better than nothing right? in my palns are to get a tan its embarrasing for ur legs to be as white as mine .. that is probably becaude i never wear shorts or skirts .... probably becasue my legs are so white.. i also want to read .. particularly in the beach ..i wiil make my attempt to read in the car .. but success is not garrantied. i want o read on friday .. the strory of resurrection ..... i want to make it a tradition of my own.. i mean that is the reason we celebrate.. because he died on a cross for us beacuse ehe loved us soooo much.. i dont think we are even close to understing fully the kind of love he has for us .. its a love so ..big we cant fully understand it .... and the most amamzing part for me is how he ressurected ..i mean, that is the point of everything ..he beat death .. he died for our sins ...oh it give me chills ..... i love u God.

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okay so i started this blog because i need a place to blow some steam
write, and just do stuff
i like it because i dont know who is going to read this
i can write whatever i want. a place to just write my heart out