Let It Rain

we feel the rains of your spirit
we feel the winds of your love
now the heartbeat of heaven let us hear

How He Loves

the glorious unseen- how he loves

we are his portion ,
he is our prize ,
drawn to redemption by the grace in his eyes
if grace is an ocean ,... we are all sinking.
then heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss,
and my heart turns violently inside of my chest....
and i dont have time to think about theese regrets when i think about .. oh how he loves , oh how he loves us <3

the resolution

i never make new years resolutions.. im always like "why bother?, im not gonna do it anyway"
i used to always say ... im gonna eat healtier.. do more excercise .. that kind of thing.. but nothing ever changed so then i came to a point where. why even bother...right? i gave up even before the year started ,
i dont remenber what goals i had set for 2010.. but i do know this year set a big mark in my life
it was a big year ..i feel like ive grown ...spiritually , emotionally, .. ive changed.
big things happened this year..some Good some bad..some in between.
i feel different,
i know im not perfect...but i feel more confident , this year i am actually making alist of things i want to accomplish..to me this is a big deal.
this year 2011 i want to be more disciplined.. that is my biggest goal..
i want to grow closer to God this year, fall in love with him even more, and i never want to stop
last year i recognize ive been lazy ... in so many ways, but i renounce .. i have so much more to live for i refuse to live a life of feeling "blah"..i know there will be days where i wont feel this way ...
but i dont want this to take over my life. i know what i need to do.. read my bible, pray, fast.. seek him insesantly
i want to live a radical life for my God.. and i refuse to conform.. this year 2011, I want even more..