Cory Asbury - All Is For Your Glory (Onething 2011)

favorite song right now .. this song is the prayer in my heart..  Lord just let me see your beauty

Katie Reed "If Your Love Was Like A Fine Wine..."

:) this night was soo cool :) a couple minutes after this song .. the whole room became one big dance party ;it was quite cool :)..one of the countless crazy awsome things i experienced during the internship.. its so awsome and cool to rejoice and be with Jesus in his prescence .. i loved this night ..

I am Second® - Doug Bender

this video brought me to tears.. i know what it feels like to not have friends ..i went through most of my school years as a loner ..until i was in 8th grade .. but now i get it,why I had to go through this. and itwhat made me get it was because Jesus telling me over and over "you are not .. and never have been alone .. i have always been with you " .. I prayed this exact prayer so many times as a kid .. and I know he heard me .He is such an amazing friend.. i have had "friends" in the past who have turned thier back on  me but he never has..there is noone who can offer you the frienship that he can give you .. he is litterally living inside u.. he is litterally with you ALWAYS ..literally.. He FULLY Gets you .. and his love is unconditional.. and he never changes.. EVER.
Jesus thankyou that you not only love me .. but that you see me as a friend.. you saw something in me that you would think im worthy to have me as your friend..what kind of love is this? .. i dont have words to describe it .. but all I can do is thank him.. because his love has never failed me.
Jesus is pretty cool .. and being his friend is awsome.

Bethel Music- Come to Me (subtitles / sk titulky)

when i hear this song :) i feel like he (Jesus)  is singing the lyrics to me :´) and it makes me want to cry ..

Heidi Baker - Radical Love Equals Radical Obedience

I love Heidi baker .. i dont know her .. but by the way she preaches.. its not hard to tell she knows Jesus... i like her ..
she inspires me .. all she did was say yes.. this gives me hope.. :) i want to do this too

GO! - Paul Washer ( this video stirrs me everytime i see it )

God will do his work
GOD is doing his work
God will be glorified
God will be worshiped
God will be rejoiced in
the question is are you gonna be part of it?

THERE are no great men and women of God there are only tiny weak broken men with a merciful God

this has probably been one of the videos that has most marked me
I can stil hear "what part of Go dont you understand?" ..resouding in my head
i feel a calling to missions/ministry .. and this video haunts me .. this video pierced my heart..i want this .. i want this to be a reality in my heart..
missions is not about sending missionaries .. its about send the truth of God through those missionaries ..
I WANT TO KNOW GOD
I WANT TO SEEK TO KNOW HIIM..
His attributes.. His face .. HIM...
for the cry in my heart to be I MUST KNOW YOU..IF I DONT HAVE MORE OF YOU..I DIE
AAAAGHH..i remenber when i first saw this video .. i couldnt stop crying..
it stung.. i want to know what is feels to Violently pursue him..and for that to be what propels me in life..
pursue the very thing for which you where pursued.. TO KNOW HIM.. WHO ARE YOU? TO KNOW YOU .. THIS WILL BE MY MAGNIFICENT OBSSESION.. TO KNOW MY GOD..
that ..the reality that .. everything OUTSIDE OF JESUS CHRIST IS ABSOLUTLY absurd..
and all things where made for him through him and by him and in him .

BFF:) , (The still small voice)

so im back in Honduras..and everything feels the same .. everything seems back to normal. it feels like if the last 6/7 months have been a dream of some sort .. but the changes in me are obvious .. i feel different ..i dont feel like the same girl who left to kansas city 7 months ago.. the biggest change that i notice in myself .. I NEED JESUS.. yes I knew i needed Jesus before leaving to kansascity.. but now my dependance on him soo marked.. he makes me who I am .. he gives me life . but not only that .. He is my friend .. and not just a Good friend .. a Really.. really  close friend.. my best Friend .. and I feel the need to talk to him about everything and by everything i mean everything.. and if i dont bring it up.. He does .. and he cares .. he is a Good friend, I like Jesus .. I willingly choose his opinion on things that matter, and sometimes things you would think dont matter.. but i still ask him and he answers .. and he cares sometimes more than I do..

having Jesus as my friend.. seeing him as someone who deeply loves me .. and cares about my heart .. who wants to hear my voice ..even if its to tell him about thing you would think are dumb .. yes.. I have changed.. i loved him 6/7 months ago.. but i didnt know how to talk to him .. you could even say i was  scared/intimidated of Him not liking me .. so i always kept certain distance,out of respect ..I thought in my mind..but something changed and  it was in the prayerRoom that this happened .. we had to spend 6 hours in there ...everyday..oneday..something inside me clicked.. He wants me to talk to him... he even made it a point of saying my Voice is lovely (Songofsolomon2:14) .. so I started to talking to him the only way i knew how ..Just talking to him..Praying.. i started to notice that i was having conversations .. in my Head.. and the person i was talking to ..wasnt me .. one day it Hit me .. it felt like lighting had struck my heart.. HE WANTS TO TALK TO ME .. he speaks .. he has feelings .. and he likes to express them.. he has a heart and its not closed up.. it hit me again....I have a relationship with God..the almighty God...he likes me .. He calls me his Friend.. he Calls me his daughter..and I have acess to His heart.. i love him and he loves me ..you would think this is something i would already know .. technically i already knew this .. see I grew up learning about this .. i grew up singing about songs about Jesus loving me .. but i learned that this being  my mind wasnt really enough for it to be real to me.. for it to be a reality .. it had to be inside my heart ... when Jesus told me He loved me .. this was when i started to believe it for real.. i knew this . but my heart had never experienced this.  i was made For him.. i was made to love him back.. he loved me first... :) i love Jesus ..he is cool.. and he is a person you can be real with.. he is someone you can tell everything to , he wont be upset or surprised or angry.. see he already knows..he already know your heart.. and he sees our hearts longing for him .. since he placed that there..he is a good friend ..He is trustworthy.. he cares .. he listens .. and he wants to tell you whats on his heart.. but we have to take the time to listen.. and he waits for us to start the conversation. and Yes.. this is a conversation worth having .