:) (18)

so its my eighteenth birthday ( or was) , its like 12:18 , in a Wednesday night..
here in Honduras 18 basically means, i can get a license ( yes until im 18), I can get an ID, if i could drive,( which i can, but not well enough yet),and  im sure this would feel like a big deal, but right now I feel, well the same, maybe it hasnt sunk in yet.. im 18, im a senior its wierd, time goes by soo fast , i feel old.. kinda

the other day, i was in my room, I was set upon doing my homework..(wich i didnt, but no worries i did it second period the next day), I had my ipod set on shuffle and this really great song by Switchfoot came up..this is your life .
and i dont know if youve ever felt this .. but i felt God speaking to me through that song
during theese months( me being a senior and all), i have been feeling , like .. well its hard to describe.. like my life hasnt started yet..
"THIS IS YOUR LIFE , ARE YOU WHO YOU WANT TO BE?"
THIS IS YOUR LIFE, ARE YOU EVERYTHING YOU DREAMED THAT IS WOULD BE WHEN THE WORLD WAS YOUNGER, AND YOU HAD EVERYTHING TO LOOSE"
theese words, i can just feel them ressonating in my insides, its like they go deep inside to somehwere even I didnt know existed in me
I have a bassic idea of what I want to be when i Grow up, i have this bassic idea of what i want my life to be ..
and i keep thinking about me in the future, looking back to where i am right now, what would i think?