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its probably really stupid of me to be awake at this hour .. its 3:25 am ..
and i Have school tomorrow ( or today ) .. but i got distracted .. this bloging thing is a good one
i started looking for blogs to follow.. an no i dont mean just clicking follow to every single blog that i land on .. actually reading them ..actually taking the time to read thier new and old blogposts
and I found some cool, interesting,inspiring , moving stories .. and i love it
i remenber when I first started this blog .. i just wanted a place to vent.. and write down my thoughts...like a diary .. i never thought anyone would ever see this..
one day it occured to me .. its a blog, i should join a comunity or something
and i did.. and now people actually read my blog.. and follow it .. its kind of exciting
i like this whole blogging thing.. i like that i get to get a glimpse into other peoples lives, i like that i can open up and bassically pour my thoughts and feelings to strangers .. i like it , it feels good.

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wild (?)

so its saturday, and the week is almost over, my springbreak vacation week wasnt as fun or exciting as i wanted it to be my family doesnt like to travel during this week because "its not safe"because there are way to many crazy drvers on the road.,.whatever..
but now that the week is almost over my thoughts are on things i could done and didnt do
i made a promise to myself that when it comes to me.. I want to be adventurous..I want to be the crazy traveller person type.. i want to go places.. enjoy them.. savour them,embrace them, get to know them.
when i am able to ... i want go on ramdom spur of the moment roadtrips, even if i dont know where im going .. roll down the windows , breath the fresh air, plug in my ipod and play my music loud
i want to be the type of person that gets down frown the car and walks and takes pictures... even if its in the middle of nowwhere ..
i guess deep inside me there is an adverntourous heart.

THIS IS YOUR LIFE

This is your life .... are you who you want to be?

simple.. yet it pierces my heart to the deepest part... who do i want to be?,
what am i going to do about it?

:) (18)

so its my eighteenth birthday ( or was) , its like 12:18 , in a Wednesday night..
here in Honduras 18 basically means, i can get a license ( yes until im 18), I can get an ID, if i could drive,( which i can, but not well enough yet),and  im sure this would feel like a big deal, but right now I feel, well the same, maybe it hasnt sunk in yet.. im 18, im a senior its wierd, time goes by soo fast , i feel old.. kinda

the other day, i was in my room, I was set upon doing my homework..(wich i didnt, but no worries i did it second period the next day), I had my ipod set on shuffle and this really great song by Switchfoot came up..this is your life .
and i dont know if youve ever felt this .. but i felt God speaking to me through that song
during theese months( me being a senior and all), i have been feeling , like .. well its hard to describe.. like my life hasnt started yet..
"THIS IS YOUR LIFE , ARE YOU WHO YOU WANT TO BE?"
THIS IS YOUR LIFE, ARE YOU EVERYTHING YOU DREAMED THAT IS WOULD BE WHEN THE WORLD WAS YOUNGER, AND YOU HAD EVERYTHING TO LOOSE"
theese words, i can just feel them ressonating in my insides, its like they go deep inside to somehwere even I didnt know existed in me
I have a bassic idea of what I want to be when i Grow up, i have this bassic idea of what i want my life to be ..
and i keep thinking about me in the future, looking back to where i am right now, what would i think?

:) i want to go THere...

"dont ask what the world needs , ask what makes you come alive and go do it for the world needs people that have come alive "